I'm know you speechless at the moment on what i wrote to you, but that's how i really feel now. As much it hurts me to say to you. It just i don't want to say it in person, as you know me already i don't take goodbyes very well :'(. I don't want to really let us go like that. Cause it will hurt me just seeing you go. After what we both been through! I mean we've been through so much.
When i got your text during work, it hit me! how much you are willing to let our friendship go after what i wrote to you about how i feel towards our friendship :'( I never knew that you could get speechless over my blog. After how long we haven't talk to each other. And had no time to bond as best friends, you as you can see we tend to be busy when we plan something. Like i was so thankful that you ARE my best friend, when i was so helpless and i couldn't handle with the pressure at home. Cause you were there to comfort me in my downs moments and i love how you are always there for me, not matter what.
I 've told you so many things that i wouldn't tell anyone about, and you the only one person who i would turn to, with everything i do. You the one who i would tell whats new with me or whatever that comes around the corner.
You know me too well better then anyone else that knows me longer then you. And those friendship i'vebeen through they never last. But our friendship, i wouldn't trade it for any other friendship.
(8) One month, four days and three hours since the time
that you left me sitting here wondering why.
Now I guess that some things happen for a reason but I can’t see how this has a brighter side.
God knows I’ve been let down before, but nothing like this, oh no.
Seems like all I have in store is pain, cause…
When nothing helps you to get through the night,
When you can’t eat, ain’t got no apetite,
When your friends try to come around, but even they can’t make you smile.
These are the signs (these are the signs),
these are the signs (these are the signs),
these are the signs of a broken heart (8)
I wish it wasn't like this, but it how i really feel. I REALLY want to fix it but we both waited too long and i don't know how i will cope if it keeps going on like this. And we treat eachother the same the same, and it ends just like that. I do hope we do not end it just like that ><" AND KEEP OUR STRONG FRIENDSHIP! And keep going.
:'(
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I cried straight after I read your other blog stacee & still am while typing this!
In the text to you, I'm NOT willing to let go of us, but I thought thats what YOU WANTED! Especially when I read the part in your blog saying you had enough of sitting and waiting to see what will happen to our friendship.
Ive told you already that this friendship would be the last thing I'd want to ever fall apart. You know that I wont give up easily on us like that!
*sighs* Im too upset to think properly right now.
I just got cut really baddly after reading both blogs of yours.
So is this what you really want, to give up on our friendship? ='[
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