Saturday, November 29, 2008

What a Weather!

Well i got home around 6:30ish am from clubbing! i didn't go to sleep cause i knew i was going to be late for tafe --' and it was my last day of tafe :(.. Caught the 7:26 am train from westmead. The weather was cloudy and grey, and like i was wearing all black instead my wrangler t-shirt wasn't bothered to dress up nice just throw on my Ball short and leather jacket.. got to tafe around 8am, and waited for half an hour for Ryan to pick me up from the station.

It was annoying cause it was raining when i got there and i didn't bring any umbrella with, only had my shoulder bag and my two books for tafe. Sighhhh!
Got to tafe was there til 9am to 12pm. Basically did out presentation of our portfolio and then after we bludge for the rest of the class, we watch Jackie presentation for her work.
After that Ryan took me to mounty, thank for the ride Ryan :)

Ate at mounty well first waited for ejay for about an hour and half --'.. had KFC longest wait seriously talk about slow customer service --' ahahha! anyway after that head back home, was tired bad then like me and ejay was suppose to go clubbing cause it was my last day of tafe/ farewell joint party at funky Buddha but didn't end up going cause it started to hail, storm and heavy rain dannnggg!

Stayd at my place watch tveee and eat dinner :D

Friday, November 28, 2008

Nov. Birthday Bash

Happy Birthday to Ina, Iaura- May, Legrand, and Kellie!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

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fahhh i lost my USB and its got everything in it for my porfoilo, which is due this sat sighhhhh! and i can't find it anywhere in my rooom, bag, computer table fahhhhh i hope i still go eveything on the computer that i need for tafe...
And i ave to print out my photos 2mrw at rousehill, talking about how far to print them ... Even have to buy these certain frames for it --' talk about leaving eveyrthing to last minute and losing THE ONE THING I NEED FOR IT ARGHHHHH!

and talk about what a invite, suppose to go to ejay's after party but it like 10:30 and nothing...i esp took a day off for him and nothing --'
i could've instead went to work instead of staying home all day arghhhh!
there gose one day pay ><" sooo annoyed at the moment. ><"

on repeat Mad (8)

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

(8) repeating all day long.

If i were a boy - Beyonce ft Lee carr
Falling Out- Keyshia Cole
Find a away - Unknown

Thursday, November 13, 2008

letter of.

There so much i was to say or write, but i just can't cause im too angry to write it down. Is it me or im just not seeing how life runs for me...im only one person here trying to help out and be the one to support everyone. But you say that i don't do enough for everyone and just think about myself. When I DON'T!, your just not there to see it

Im working my ass off to live, even how things are going at the moment and you know what im not coping it all well esp when im trying my badly best to be the one to help with everything and esp with the situation we all in right now. And now you expect more from me, well i show you what more i can badly offer to you and to your expectations.
Im not what you call EVERYTHING! im just the one whos trying her fucking best to be the one to help out, and you know what..all i get IS NOTHING!
Just fucking hated from your own month.

i hate how im the one to be blamed for everything that happens around the house and everything we do..

:(

Monday, November 10, 2008

7 Days.

Sorry that i haven't been updating this blog, had no internet for 2 weeks so yeah
Not bothered to write what i did with no interent basically i just worked for 5 days straight 9-4pm shift it was an alright week. Better then the other weeks..so yeah, currenlty in process of getting better from a sprain wrist from ball, well i punch a wall cause of certain reasons and stupid of me played ball and made it worse so yeah

latest:
- Sprain wrist (right hand).
- New phone kf 700 touchscreen slider.
- Bought two jumpers at General Pants.
- Got my blonde re-done.
- Up coming parties to attend this month.
- ASAP ON MY PORTFOILO AND STUDY FOR MY L's
- SAVE SAVE SAVE SAVE MONEY ASAP

Havn't been to work since yesterday but going back 2mrw hopefully if my wrist is up for it. Its kills everytime i bend it --' here are photos recenlty taken from the past week or so.

-Friday nite socials


Saturday, November 1, 2008

.-G. Randolf


"Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget."

So far things are going fine and getting back how they were from before, but the feelings are different from before. Like we still have our bonding time and that but it doesn't feeling like same. I still get cut and that when you have your time with other friends, and like i have a hard time communicating with you at times. And we both busy or have something else to do. I still feel the same when we were't talking much,whicih was my fault and l accept what i did --'

At times i think that im not worth the wait or fixing?! Like some people say, it better to move one then staying in one place. Like if you lose someone and they don't come back to you, things weren't meant to be.