Sunday, June 28, 2009

The Goodbye.

The day i won't ever forget, for what I've done have hurted my best friend in a way that she will never forgive me nor ever trust me again. Just from that email. It has put my name shamed and used like shieee :'( No matter what this week I've lost alot that was close to my heart and it has torn me badly where i can't breath nor can't do anything or even who to turn to.

To who ever sent you that email. Did a good job and made you realize how your best friend is. It say that i lied to you. Now...i can't change that! Whatever you feeling right now about me, i understand. I'll give you a forever goodbye. Ive done to much to hurt you and to hear how hurt you are from the email. I see I'm not worth it no-more. Ive done everything i could do. And for the last time I'm am truly sorry for everything. And not being the perfect best friend to you.

I'm Sorry Imelda A Cameron.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Reality.

Keep this in mind. If you say this to a person, "If you got something against me or have a problem with me, say it to my face" With that saying just be prepare on whats coming to you, cause at the end you will get hurt. Cause its show how much that person dose hate you or how much they are hurt cause of what you are doing to them. No matter what, don't say it if you ain't ready to face the person nor what they have to say to you. June 14th 2009, i had my part of how i felt about a person and in the end, she got what she asked for. And that's what i have to say. No matter how far the person get to you and makes you end a friendship you had with another person for 3 year nows. It will get out of control!

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Consider it a Done Deal! Thank you.

In reply to you msn convo.

Mai - Lingggg ; says:
hey stacee, look im not tryna start any trouble or anything but i really want to ask you this question, why are you angry at imelda for hanging with me? shes not your pet or toy or anything, you dnt take ownership of her, your her bestfriend and no one can replace you in her heart thats for sure. its not like you dnt hang with other ppl? why b angry for?
im jst really sick and tired of this shit, i hang with everyone and i dnt get it why when i hang with imelda, she always get upset after cos of you
seriously your not 3 yrs old, grow up and b mature about this, you guys are bestfriends not MARRIED COUPLE!
she doesnt have to hang with you only,
thats all i gta say, im stil gna hang with her i dnt care what you think. imeldas been ignoring me lately cos of you, seriously i treat her as a close friend, i didnt do anything wrong to push her away from me. and you dnt have the right to take her away from me. im not trying to take her away from you or anything. im jst caring for her dnt wanna see her upset due to lil prob lik this
if you got a prob against me, say it to my face. not take it out on someone else.

Stacee Pablo says: "I accept your last words from you, finally i know what to do to your life abit less stressful! I'll leave yous two as best friends. But what you said ain't right! I'm not angry at her for hanging with you... but the fact you risk Imelda life of fucking joy riding and act you all that when your NOT! I don't need to grow up for your information. I 've done things to know that i don't need to grow up and act my age. I know how life is. It ain't perfect princess! You know it too, cause you been through shieee too!
If i ever see you consider me as I've never meet you! That how much i hate your attitude."


Thank you.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Something i will look back and read.

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but when you look eyes with them, you know that every moment that you are with them, they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart.
Everything happens for a reason! Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere, safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from....
In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. MAKE EVERYDAY COUNT! Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people who you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, even if it doesn't seem right because you are too young or too far, just follow your heart. Surround yourself with those who make you smile, laugh, and make you happy.Break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you.
Create your own life then LET GO and LIVE IT!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Monday, June 8, 2009

Sportfest.

RICH WHAT! RICHMOND!
Supporting bubba church ball team :)

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Long Weekend Fun.

Sorry to lazy to type a blog well, Just a short one then. Basically in life there will always be a down fall. Stuck in the bottom and finding no way up to get a way home. Always keep a positive mind and keep trying to find a way home from the bottom. No matter what keep trying! I got that from my bestie and boyfriend saying to me to keep fighting no matter how hard or hurts you. A saying from my bestie on faceboook Lol! "strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength" - GandhiSo please keep your head up Stacee, everyone goes through stuff like this for a reason. :)" And from my bubba. "thats right, chin up to the sky bubba.and through the trials that you encounter there are people that are always there for you to help you develop the the strength that continues to grow, which then allows you to further your self mentality.we're always here for you bubba, i think i should say that just one more time :)... loveyou♥" Thanks both of yous heaps love you! Just pictures from that day. Love my dearest sister plus Marielle. And the GDT Friends.


Friday, June 5, 2009

Gigi Torres

Fahh she the maddest lady i know or have heard of! American Choreographer/Dancer/Director of Essence. Wish i could get back to dancing, Sifff! i bet I'll be crappy but people say it good to get back to it what you started and best to give it a try and finish it off aye!
Her quote "Inspire and Be Inspired. Just Be...& Live. "

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Back to using Tumblr.

Still on my Holiday i think from hungry jacks, But it time for to step up and apply jobs at the city. No matter what you'll will have down fall in life where you have nothing in life and nothing to look forward to Right! Anyway I'm stepping up my game and reach my goal in life and finish what i started. Btw i come across this photo, seem very catching to me and very cute. Back to using this again :) http://stussylove.tumblr.com/