Best, i know i haven't done much to our friendship lately and you notice it. But for the truth it doesn't feel the same now a days. We both try have our best bonding time, but it never happen cause we both busy with our day to day bases. And have other important things to do. And have other people to worry about nor talk about everything/ problems. I'm sorry if i haven't done much of being the best friend i should be. But for the past few weeks/months that has past. It doesn't feel the same no-more. Like i can't tell you my problems nor talk to you for whole day. Cause I'm not use to it! us not talking like how many hours...
We both have someone else to talk to about our problems and that. It hurts me see you talk to someone about everything and when i ask how you are and that when it comes to a problem. You say "nah it okay i spoke to someone about it". It like you don't want to tell me whats wrong no-more. I get hurt! As much it hurts me to say but "WE both need space and if it doesn't feel right... it time to let go and move on i say" Cause i can't stand me waiting and see what happen to our friendship. And i don't want to wait and let it fall... You probably feel the same too. But it so hard to let you go as you can see...and as my only best friend i consider thean other people i've know longer.
I'm sorry but it just doesn't feel the same no-more for me :( I'm starting to feel left out. But it up to you how you feel. I'm here for you if you need anyone to talk to and that.
But I'm letting you know how i feel about our friendship. I really do miss the old times, i really do! , it just i don't think it will happen if we keep going on like this. And you know it. Now you going away soon to think and that.. i hope whatever you make when you get back, makes your life more easier to cope and happier.
BUT I'm always here for you.
"Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget."— G. Randolf