Time to Give Up.

I didn't wanted this day to come, but i had to make the choice and give up what really want to do. Cause certain things were getting in the way of me continue my dream. i had to give up my studies for Cert 4 Photo imaging. And go back to working full time for a mean time to get back where i was. And hopefully successfully finish my course that i wanted to study. Currently looking for a new job or a second part-time job to help me in things and save heaps of money. Still working at fast food job, but getting a decent pay from them and getting tired working there and still going nowhere with it.
I have to wait till next year to apply again for my course.

28:1

HAPPY 12 MONTHS TO BUBBY!

"somehow ejay, you just make me smile for no reasonand i like the feeling when im around you..your hugs are the perfect one,your hugs has this feeling that i love,where i can be somewhere, no-one can be, all i can do is just think about you when your not around me.."

My song to you.
This Is Us - Keyshis Cole.

timeless.

Time for a serious blogging time, i don't care who ever reads it at less it open. Lately things haven't gone quiet well for me. I know i haven't been blogging at time but there are personal reason why. And certain people needs more than i do right now! But i have been focusing on other things then my social life. Too much things are way more important and I'm realising it now. So much things i have to face, for the fact where things you have to do yourself and learn from it. Not always relaying on others, but they're there for support when you fall. Right now work is a pain with the short shifts I'm getting, cause of my studies. And my falling behind on my tafe work and paying off the tafe enrollment fee. Low on dosh right now! I'm serious.

Weekends i spent out late at night or out with friends, never realise that i have way more important things to think about and spent my dosh on. But i have a habit to spent a little of my money to other things that are less more important. Overall other things have occur, like personal reason, work situations, trying to catch up on tafe work, trying to save dosh for my photography course, and my social life with certain people around me.

What new!
- Tafe Course
- Bought a new diary for tafe
- Stussy track pants
- Darkroom Lesson
- Black and White photos
- Film ilford
- Found the perfect song for bubby.
- Planning my getaway weekend.

Quote; "I believe that everything happens for a reason.People change so that you can learn to let go,things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they’re right,you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
— unknown.

Reality

I haven't blogged in a while cause I haven't been bothered lately. To much things going on. But something i wanted to blog about. Certain reason comes and gose, but you could never ruin a friendship. Some times you think that your friends are always there for you, but think again. They not always there! They have thier own problems to deal with but there times where you just need to talk to that one person.

Quote; "Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget."
— G. Randolf

First Film.

First time i enter a darkroom, something i wish to do. Loving how you develop your own film and that. And one day i would love to own a film camera. I do have one, but it broken! --'. so overall my own first black and white film that me and Amanda did in the dark room, for our studio lesson :) and i loved it. hehehe here is my film.
NOTE: Get a film camera asap!

Twin Sister Kaecee.

Best Photo I've had with my sister in ages. Thanks to Hopko who took the photo. (Y)

A sister like her, i wouldn't be myself right now even though we've been through so much and it made us drifted heaps. I will aways consider her as my twin sister no matter what. After what we've been though we so much stronger and found who we are truly are to people. I love her heaps as we were never a part from birth.
( if that my senses hahhah!)

All the best to her and her little girl
A mummy to be.

360 Freestyle Event.

catch up.

sorry i haven't been blogging, i have no time to go on computer. people need it more then i do, im usually out at night with my fantastic 4 bunch, hanging out. And in the day I'm either at tafe or working at hungry jacks for money. but I'll try my best to blog time to time.

TIN'S 8TEEN AT HAVANA.