thoughts.

currently things are falling apart and I've really notice, I'm starting to become anti-social with the people I'm really close to esp the ones that was there from the beginning. Latlie I'm either busy for things that's around me and focusing on work and tafe. But at the end of each day, i realise that i have so much things to talk about, but i have no-one to talk to expect one person. That one person has moved on from our friendship to another :( and like i don't want to sound that they have one best friend to be with. It just i used to have people that was there for me to talk about things that been bothering me or just there for a catch up.

But i think that I'm not the one they want to talk to. Like I'm the boring type. I try my best to be there for my sisters and dad since I'm the oldest one in the family now. I have the big responsibility to be taking, under the pressure of work and tafe. Esp with work giving me the shitts latlie and put me under alot of stress for me at the moment. Wish i could have the people i "used" to be close again. Cause all i know is that my friendship slowing die-ing out.

But thats how life rolls right?!
lose friendships and gain new one some-how...