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Bestfriend ?

First thing? DON'T BLAME YOUR SELF for what happening now. I basically started this problem i should end. Life is one thing that you don't want to stuff up, esp with a friendship and the person that your really close with. And that knows everything about you... well basically knows everything about everything that has happen to you and would never tell a soul to anyone about your life situation. Right now! i have nothing close to that now, as harsh it sound but i try everything to get your friendship again and said so many sorry to you.. But i didn't get anything, not even a "i accept your apologize" and from that i know that i definitely ruined the friendship we have. And it will never be the same again. i really try my best to get things how they were before but all that end up with nothing.

i just don't what else to say cause im so hurt that i didn't want you to see me cry over this.