"All i want for Christmas is You"

A song for this occasions haha!

Just want to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and spenting it with the loves one and got heaps of presents from santa. And all have been a good boy and girl hahah! Now 2008 is almost ending, this year has gone so fast. Here we came 2009 :D

Some certain shouts outs for people i adore so much :D

First and for most
Imelda A Cameron, the only bestfriend-ateh and other of mine, we've been through so much like so much that its hard for me to keep count, but i will always cherish the moment we have toegther thats for shure!. I knoe this year hasn't been our best but i want you to know that i am really sorry what happen this year to our friendship and how we about to give up on eachother just like that. ><" But in my heart i knew that we can still be the best friend that we were once before. I hope this year hasn't been putting you alot of crap cause of me, which i am sorry for. I don't know why we end up like that, but you know that i will always call you my best friend, ateh and other half. OUR FRIENDSHIP has been through ALOT to be broken up like that... over a thing that we BOTH don't know how it started. I hope that next year will be a better year for our friendship and continuing growning stronger and have much more memories to look forward to plus OUR BITRHDAYS ARE SOOON :D :D talk about us getting old sighhh! --' I love you no matter what! and i always be here to listen, be there and be the best friend Lil sister and other half that you call me from the start.

Earl John Del Valle, the guy i feel in love with and the Christmas present I'm still waiting from this moment. I hope your having fun the Queensland, can't wait till you come :D. No matter what! your on my mind 24/7, and now that your further away from me, it making miss you so much as i ever did. Basically i just want to say is thank you for everything for this year and you support me through with all my ups and down and you being there for me when no-one is there. I love you with all my heart and no-one will replace you ever! We've been though heaps with our relationship and i hope its gets stronger in the months to come. And have heaps of forgettable memories together. i love you bubby {28}

Ranola's Girls {Ava, Lacrina and Iaura-may}, Favourite girls i ever meet and i mean it. Like ever since i found out that you've know us since babies and we were neighbour at stanmore. I couldn't believe that we would be more closer then ever... But ever since i meets yous this year you've been the girls who would make me smile after a dull day or whatever that is bothering me and i love yous all for being yourself and being there for me with everything. I have heaps of funny memories with you girls and more to come in the months and years to come toge there. Love the sleep over and hang out times with you girls. Thanks for everything and the memories this year, more to come in the year 2009 {Lets all party all night though} hahah! i love you alllllll!

My Dearest {DK} girls, i miss you all very much i haven't seen you that much ever since we graduate high school. And i miss it terribly the hangs outs, the lunch time toge there hahah all of them high school times toge there.We've been through so much and now we hardly talk :( i only keep in contact with a few of yous. But all i want to say , have a merry Christmas and hope you all got lots of presents from Santa :D and i hope the year 2009 can bring us together once again.

4 days til Christmas.

Friday 19th;
Stayed home, come home at 4:30ish from work dad pickd me. Thnks god! im so not bother to walk home after work everyday --'. And after got home suppose to go to work again at the resturant, but i was to tired from my other work. Just caugh up on my sleep for the rest of the day.

Saturday 20th;
Went out with jin at gossip for "our date" hahah! Got to gossip around 9:ish, i called jin so many times she wasn't picking up --' so i called meetchii to get me from outside. Thanks meetchii!
At first it was boring cause it was my first time there... hahah got intro to alot of people there and meet new peepz. Went to the dacefloor after..btw this was a foam party theme at gossip --' it was sooo annoying badly nearly choke on the foam --' sighhh! but it was funny hahha

After that jin and the others head off to funky buddha, long walk seriously --' well not really cause i was on the phone to my earl : D poor earl couldn't sleep ngawww :( got to funky buddha and meet the other there.. and yeah dance dance our way through the nite hahahah. Thnks jin for dropping me home babe!
Ngawww i love hopko! he such the cutest, funny guy ahah! (pictured below)



Sunday 21st;
Woke up at 1ish avo, cause got home from city at 6am. Woke up, cookd myself something to eat! then head'd to the computer hahha and was on the computer til 5ish..till i went for my usually walk. And yeah that about it on what i did on my weekend.

7 Days till christmas

Haven't been blogging latlie, i haven't been on computer as much as before, been working over time and too lazy so yeah! but I'll try blog as much before Xmas and new years. "HERE WE COME 2009"

Have really thought of Christmas this much, too busy working and doing overtime. And i haven't really bought gifts for my peeps which is stupid but all i can offer to them is my support and love, also spending time with my family on Christmas day. Too bad i have to work everyday till Christmas and after Christmas I'm back to working again til new year eve. Latlie I've been working things out with my best friend and it going good so far, trying to hang out with her as much as i can and talk to you as well since that's the one thing i DON'T want to ever lose on Christmas week and before new years.

Christmas Wishlist:
- POLAROIDS!
- new slr digital camera (nikon or canon)
- Ejd. :P

giving up my day job ><"

I took a day off cause the interviews were on for Cert 4 Photo-imaging course at nepean college, so i basically waited a whole day for a call or letter to see when is MY interview. I meet up with immaree and earl to hang around parra and earl was getting his haircut too FINALLY! after how long i keep bragging about him getting a haircut. During my way to parra i was on the phone with ejay and then i get a call from Regine the head teacher of arts saying if there chance i could come in today for the interview.. but i say "sorry i can't! is there 2mrw i can come in"...
Finally after waiting a whole week for a letter from tafe regarding about my interview...

I decided NOT to call my work saying that i can't make it to work 2mrw since i have the interview....Anyways after that head back home and earl bummed there for while.

Tuesday 9th,
The day my interview was on! Woke up at 7:00am since i had to wake up marielle for school (lazy girl seriously) then i went on to the computer to see what other photos i can use for my portfolio. Talk about last minute job bro! During that check facebook, myspace and listen to itunes around 9ish , set up my stuff for my interview and my portfolio and my workbook too so yeah. Headed to the showers.

About 11:25am was ready and waiting for the bus, stupid buses these days come like 10mins after the set time on the timetable sighhhhh! And then made my way to kingwood, suppose to meet up with ejay but i didn't cause he was still getting ready when i pass rootyhill! --' hahahha got to kingswood went to subway to eat my usually, before i walked 20 mins of my life in the heat carrying two heavy books --' (in-need to get her L's BADLY! ) Didn't finish till 3ish cause i waited and i didn't know where to go so i follow where people were waiting to be interview. Talk about shitting my pants hahaha cause i barely knew people there, they were like over 20's i think --' hahah! I called Amanda like 10 times and not once she picked up! ahha...
After that head back home, walking about 20mins in the heat, got myself short tannnn! agrhhhhhhh i was really annoyed cause of the HEAT!

Went home and bummed there, wasn't bother to go out after. And also i pissed off sean, for not showing up to work today ahhaha suck in! : p

weekend is here

Saturday 6th Dec,
Went out with ejay, eat dinner at pancakes at the rocks.

Sunday 7th Dec,
i planned on not playing bbal today cause didn't flet like, woke up around 12ish and then did nothing hahah to kill time before a last minute decision on playing ball today --' hahahha! I watched Narnia 2 FINALLY! how many times i TRYED watching that movie without any interruptions. Sighhhhh
Game was around 5:15pm...it was like hot aswell --' (weather change) result of the game, we lost again, not my 100% playing my best ><" end have the massive brusie on my left knee ><"

Light as a feather'

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=9C_RI9CWRwI

7:00am

"Woke up on monday morning crying to the letter you wrote to me" :,(

i never knew that our friendship was that bad, and its all my fault. Im so sorry about everything that has happen to our friendship and how it turned out. Im really sorry that i made you feel that way towards our friendship. It just i hope that we could works things out, but i was wrong cause i've done to much damage to our friendship. I hope that what ever you choice will make you happy and make a better life for you and find a better person, then me.

Right now i don't want to do anything, cause i've done to much damage to our friendship and our friendship will never be the same as before :(

im really am sorry for everything.
i hope you find a better friend and treat you better then i did :(